[frerard]

Does it break my heart, of course, every moment of every day, into more pieces than my heart was made of, I never thought of myself as quiet, much less silent, I never thought about things at all, everything changed, the distance that wedged itself between me and my happiness wasn't the world, it wasn't the bombs and burning buildings, it was me, my thinking, the cancer of never letting go, is ignorance bliss, I don't know, but it's so painful to think, and tell me, what did thinking ever do for me, to what great place did thinking ever bring me? I think and think and think, I've thought myself out of happiness one million times, but never once into it.

"love is watching someone die"

you could've watched me die.
but instead, you saved me from death.
you led me back to the darkness of
the world, when i felt like surrendering
to the light of forever dreaming.

it was the 23rd day.
the 23rd.

So you finally 'fessed up to her
All the lies you said
Now you kindly kiss up to her
But the feeling is dead

Several days have passed now
Darker than any damn cloud now
Liquid sunshine falls down
Harder than all the damn hounds

Tried to give you summer, but I'm winter
Wish I could make you spring, but I fall so hard X2

So you always did what you wanted
We will be on our own
I will soon let you go now
Things will be all right

Several weeks have passed now
Grayer than any gray cloud
Several weeks have passed now
And it so hard

Tried to give you summer, but I'm winter
Wish I could make you spring, but I fall so hard X2

And it so hard to get out of bed X3
She's impossible to get out of your head

Tried to give you summer X3
Tried to give you something
Wish I could make you spring X2
Wish I could make you spring spring time
Wish I could make you spring spring

Tried to give you summer, but I'm winter
Wish I could make you spring spring time.

Tried to give you summer, but I'm winter
Wish I could make you spring.

1. Suutelisitko minua?
2. Nukkuisitko kanssani sängyssä vaiko sohvalla?
3. Nukkuisitko päällä, alla, vieressä vai sohvalla?
4. Nukkuisimmeko yön vai valvoisimmeko?
5. Millä tavalla valvottaisit minua?
6. Jos minulla olisi kylmä niin saisitko minut lämpiämään?
7. Kerro paras ulkonäöllinen ja henkinen piirteeni?
8. Mistä pidät minussa?
9. Kuvaile minua kolmella sanalla.
10. Pidätkö minusta?
11. Voisitko kuvitella seurustelevasi kanssani?
12. Jos niin miksi?
13. Pistätkö tämän omaan blogiisi, että voin vastata sinulle?

Say,
the lights are really low enough to play,
Would you cast yourself so solitary?
All alone you prove that I was,
Broken down to move and alright,
Battling the loss you live for,
Meant the world to you,

And would you stay right here?
When I tell you,
That someone out there loves you.
Would you stay right here?
Well I'd tell you,
That someone out there loves you after all.

Sometimes it's all the machines? that you're at fault?
Would you catch this break? this off the,
Nowhere and no one?
And if you're walking out the door I'd stop you,
And turn to me and I'd say this,

And would you stay right here?
When I tell you,
That someone out there loves you.
If you stay right here,
Keep attacking you,
That someone out there loves you.

Is there no one, no one out there?
Is there no one who, no one who cares?
And if no one. no one out there?
Is there no one who, no one who cares?

And would you decimate these thoughts
When you go?

And if you stay right here,
When I tell you,
That someone out there loves you.
Stay right here,
Keep attacking you,
That someone out there loves you.

No one, no one out there,
Is there no one who, no one who cares?
And if no one, no one out there,
Is there no one who, no one who cares?

The world is ugly
But you're beautiful to me
Are you thinking of me?
like I'm thinking of you

I would say I'm sorry
but I really need to go
I just wanted you to know

That the world is ugly
But you're beautiful to me
Are you thinking of me?
Are you thinking of him?

You could say you're sorry
but I think you both should go
I just wanted you to know

There's an aching in my heart
And there's a burning in my eyes
I could get a new start
But I rather not try
I could find a new place
Maybe where no one knows my name
But I think its just the thing

Ooh, are you happy now
Now that you got, what you came for
Are you, are you happy now
Now that you got, what you came for
Are you happy now?
Now that you got, what you came for
Are you happy!

Now!
Are you happy now?
Now that you got, what you came for.

The rhythm of my footsteps crossing floodlands to your door
Have been silenced forever more.
The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row
It seems farther than ever before
Oh no.

I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer

ihan ok olo nyt sitte loppujen lopuks..

huomenna sit äitin luo ehkä,
riippuu mitä mieltä issee
on asiasta..

öitä<3

ja väsyttää

kuuntelen sitä sun linkkiäs btw
ihan onnes täälä ;DDD

muttah, nyt saunaan ----->>

was close to coney island

sometimes i only miss the places and the
feelings, not the people..