i feel more crushed than i've felt for a long time..
it feels empty to even cry, and it doesn't even make me feel any better..
"STAND! up fucking tall,
don't let them see your back.
TAKE! my fucking hand,
and never be afraid again"
yeah, if i only could..
"oh how wrong we were to think, that immortality meant never dying"
"But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
But does anything matter if you're already dead?
And should I be shot now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
But does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed?"
and now, if you're not reading this, i feel even more bad..
'cause this is mostly all to you.
it's because of you i shed these tears.
and it's because of you i feel so shattered.
"Running away and hiding with you
I never thought they'd get me here
Not knowing you'd change from just one bite
I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight"
i feel too much in pieces to even care about what happens
to me tonight anymore..
i don't give a damn if i slit too deep.
and i'm sorry for not caring..
