hani.

I knew you were asleep, i didn't dare to wake you up. I can still feel your skin, close to mine. The scent alone makes me weak. The warmth of your face, is fading from my mind. I would give you, everything you point at, but only when you cant hear, i dare to say so. When your asleep, my watch stops, under your eyelids, the dreams flicker by, inside, you're light like a feather. Without you its hard to walk, so i fall like a wawe. Why is it so hard to forget someone you never had, how will i ever dare to fall in love again. I should've said no from the beginning. You must know that youll always find someone here who loves you. I've seen men, and i enjoy the fact that you're a man so different, it attracts me, gives me sleep, i wish that i could be with you, love you and scream it out loud, what am i doin here, you're not even here. If you dont love me, why do you raise my hope, no matter what happens i cant let you go, I'm tryin to be so perfect for you. Im gon get you even if it takes me 'til forever, even if forever turns into never, for you never just aint that long. Im strung out on you, and im stuck between my fantasy and what is real.