I live my life in darkness,
prison that they build in my mind.
I can't carry this pain anymore,
I want to break out.
Please, set me free.
I can't feel love nor hate, anymore.
All my frail dreams are gone.
If there is still something to save.
In me, but sins can't be washed away.
Scars will always remain.
Horrible secrets that I carry in my heart.
Reminds me what I used to love.
In my dreams I travel back to those times.
When I still had something, that I could be proud of.
When I still had something, that I could live for.
I always wanted to be better person.
I wanted to make things right.
To tell that I'm only for you.
Maybe so, I have lied..
But I know, that I always tried.
When I watch deep in to your eyes.
I remember how you promised, our love'd never die.
Only time will tell how this will end.
And how much longer I'll have to pretend.
c. Joni "Nonno" K.
