Autumn is gone, slowly snow rains from the sky
I'm so afraid to live, but not ready to die
But as I take a breath, and finaly close my eyes
I know that this would be my last goodbye
No one ever told me, what was needed to survive
They only promised, somehow things'd be alright
But when she left, took the promises that she gave
I wonder will she miss me, when she comes to my grave
I gathered old pieces, all that still remains
Just to notice, they didn't fit on their place
So I kept thinking, is this how I'd have to live
When all I've left, is a memory of broken dream
When I close my eyes, I can still see her face
Recall that feeling, when I kissed her and said
This is so unreal, I'm so happy to have you hear
Wish I could have kept her always so near
Loved her so much, I painted her name in my heart
Only thing I waited during these years, was a new start
But hard as I tried, suddenly I realized
I lost the moon while I was chasing stars
c. Joni "Nonno" K.