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Verse 1:
That's the, last time that we spoke on the phone, I know that you're gone but I hope that you know, you taught me some shit that I'll never let go, you're apart of me now, and hope that it shows,
every time that I happen to see my reflection, it's you staring back from the other direction, just thinking about all the love and affection you had in the end, we both had a connection,
Your strength was enormous, you fought like a vet, but the cancer just spread, from your lung to head, went from laughing and fishing to soaking in sweat, from hopeful remission to broken in bed,
I think about you every day that your gone
I hope you can hear me I'm prayin to god,
I know that it's over but sayin it's hard,
Till I see you again you remain in my heart,
Hook:
You had a heart of gold and every body knew it, everything reminds me of you I'm just trying to get through it, now,
I got your ashes in the truck and we just rolling, we got free bird on the stereo and every window open for ya,
Verse 2:
The last couple months you were going through hell, you said you were good but you knew I could tell, the treatments were pointless, the tumours excelled, minute by minute just losing your health,
You worked your whole life, just to retire, spend your days at the lake, drinking beers by the fire, but that never happened, that dream would expire, the minute they had you all up them wires,
Thinking about it, it's Hard to describe, that night at the hospital part of me died, you looked at your daughter and started to cry, cause you knew it was harder on her than the guys,
You taught me that I gotta do what it takes, enjoy every minute don't put it to waste, When your heart finally stopped, the look on your face, that's a memory I wish that I could erase,
Hook:
You had a heart of gold and every body knew it, everything reminds me of you I'm just trying to get through it
I got your ashes in the truck and we just rolling, we got free bird on the stereo and every window open
Verse 3:
I'm Stuck and don't know what to do in this mess, I'm constantly angry and stewin in stress, it's the part of my mind that I'm losing I guess, this shit ain't that easy im doing my best,
Think about you when I'm sitting at home,
When I'm pouring a drink and I'm twisting a bone, it's fucks with my head, makes me sick in the dome, that you'll never see me have some kids of my own,
Didn't know it before but I'm starting to see, that the apple ain't fallin that far from the tree, becoming the man that you taught me to be, I wonder if your out there talking to me?
There's so many words that I'm tryin to get out of me, wish I was happy but I don't know how to be, told me to kill it, when everyone doubted me, father I love you, I hope that your proud of me.
