Nonno

Talven kylmät tuulet ovat jälleen takana
Kevät tuo lupauksen lämmöstä, rakkaudesta
Ja vaikka valo vielä hetken nukkuu kaukana
Levollisin mielin minä haaveilen sinusta

Ennen minä tunsin olevani eksyksissä
En ollut kukaan, en menossa mihinkään
Tiesin että voimani olivat jo vähissä
Pystyisinkö minä enää koskaan elämään

Mutta kun tulit luokseni, tunsin taas iloa
Sisälläni ollut ei enää surua, eikä kipua
Aivan kuin uusi polku olisi avautunut eteeni
Niin päätin rakentaa uuden maailman rakkaalleni

Ja sille maailmalle mikään ei vedä vertoja
Aurinkona onnellisuus, rakkaudella ei rajoja
Koskaan emme voi joutua toisistamme erilleen
Jokaisen päivän saa elää omalle rakkaalleen

Mietin, se hetki alkaa olla jo lähellä
Omaa rakastani saan sylissäni pidellä
Enää emme joudu elämään toisiamme ilman
Yhdessä jaamme tämän uuden maailman


c. Joni "Nonno" K

My little friend, you always were there for me
I never thought that one day you would flee
All those days when we had so fun
Who can now replace my broken sun

Do you remember how the grass was so green
All those things that we have seen
I never thought that it would end
I'd always have my little friend

Now that you're far from this life
This was our final twilight
These memories I'll defend
Memories of my little friend

Your brother misses you and so do I
I keep asking that why did you die
To me you always were priceless
Now all there is left is silence

Remember that you were my sun
I can't believe the story is done
All the golden days we have spent
So sleep now my little friend


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

(Kaverin pois nukkunutta lemmikkiä ajatellen kirjotettu)

Lupaukset ovat muuttuneet valheeksi
Kauneus ja kaipuu hiljaa kaunaksi
Runosydän herää talven horroksesta
Kertomaan ihmisen menetyksen tuskasta

Aina kaikkensa tehnyt on toisen takia
Jokaisen tähden taivaalta luvannut hakia
Rakastaan sylissä pitänyt kylmin illoin
Ja runosydän aina sykkinnyt on silloin

Se kestänyt on paljon ja saanut kärsiä
Pystynyt ei kukaan runosydäntä särkeä
Mutta nyt sen voima alkanut on hiipua
Ja niin sen oli aika pois nukkua

Runosydän kädelläni kuljen metsätietä pitkin
Tiesin minne olin menossa ja silloin minä itkin
Tänne minä sille kaivanut olen haudan
Laskiessani toivon sen löytäneen rauhan

En tiedä mitä minä olen ilman sinua
Niin kauan olet ollut osana minua
Mutta sen aina mielessäni pidän
Rinnassani sykkinyt on runosydän


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Silent songs of winter are behind
Spring promises warmth and new life
As I am standing alone in the rain
I feel it washes away all the pain

Loneliness has been with me for so long
Always reminding me what I did wrong
But somehow I know this is different time
Told myself that now it'll be all right

I'm still not sure if I'm able to love
It is like happiness is far as stars
Then happened something I couldn't believe
I met someone who is like me

She told me how hard things are
I knew she carries these same scars
As I were holding her hand in mine
I felt that I am once again alive

She took all my sadness away
And I hope she's here to stay
I promise we will never depart
And for you I give my heart


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Once long ago I had everything I needed
But then I was broke to small pieces
Like last notes that escapes from guitar
Love can be gone fast as shooting star

I gave my everything that I can survive
But there was nothing I could revive
All I ever cared was about to die
And for all that I sacrificed my life

Been wondering here and there since then
Was so sure I'd never find myself again
But suddenly I felt something that was new
...and that was the day when I met you

My heart that was lost in the dark
Came alive when you gave it a spark
Even that I am still here all alone
It lights path for me and you to home

Counting the days when I can be with you
All dreams we have can finaly become true
Everything else I had is left in to the be past
Cause I am yours from this moment to my last

You are the only thing I need
You make me feel
I'm finaly complete


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Istun yksin ja kuuntelen tuulen laulua
Se hiljaa kuiskaa mieleeni synkkään
Sinun sisälläsi ole muuta kuin raivoa
Koskaan merkinnyt kenellekkään yhtään

Ja niin minä yritin kovasti muuttua
Sanoin en enää antaisi itseni vajota
Mutta sisältäni alkoi asioita puuttua
Hitaasti aloin minä täältä kadota

Sieluni on kuin särkynyt kaupunki
Ei kuollut laulu enää syki elämää
Mutta joskus päättyä pitää sadunki
Tarinalla annettavaa ole ei enempää

Ehkä olen tuntenut aina vain pelkoa
Itselleni luvannut huomenna on toisin
Vaan ikinä itsestäni saanut en selkoa
Ikään kuin tuhoutuneesta uutta loisin

Sen näen kun itseäni katson peilistä
Minun sisälläni tuntuu vain kylmyys
Enkä enää pysty muistamaan eilistä
Kaikki mitä jäänyt on vain tyhjyys


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

I've seen you in my dreams so many times
Been always wondering that why
And during all those lonely nights
I missed you so that I've cried

So many years has passed since then
When I saw a picture of you
Now that I heard about you again
I wonder have you missed me too

Maybe you feel that you're abit lost
But there is no reason to be afraid
Long time ago our paths crossed
My feelings to you always stayed

I want you to know you're not alone
I'm always here when you need me
I'd give you everything I own
And everything you want me to be

To me you've always been an angel
You are so beautiful and divine
But only you alone can tell
Can I ever make you to be mine


C. Joni "Nonno" K.

I remember when I met you long ago
Was so enchanted by your glow
And I was thinking of you every eve
Wondering if you're thinking of me

There's something in me you don't like
So many times I have wanted to ask why
Some things are not always as they seem
But still you're the only thing I dream

I've always liked you and still I do
There's something really special in you
Being with you feels like I'm at home
And world seems so empty when you're gone

Sometimes it's hard to watch you in eyes
I'm afraid that your beauty'd turn me blind
It shines brighter than thousand suns
And it makes me feel that you're the one

I want to protect and stay with you
When you're tired I'll help you through
Forget what others did and all those lies
Hold me tight and close your eyes


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

Season has changed once again
I feel cold breeze on my skin
Memories closed in heart
But now it's rotten within

Summer, I walked at the beach
I wrote your name on the sand
Saw tides wash it all away
Then I did finaly understand

From this dream there's no escape
And all I can feel now is hate
Everything I ever tried to do
It never was enough for you

Watch in my eyes and say goodbye
What you used to love is about to die
I can't hide behind this mask anymore
Could never be like I were before

In the end I saw my fate
But it was already too late
Some things can't be undone
All dreams died one by one


c. Joni "Nonno" K.

I'm not always proud about things I do
But I really saw something good in you
And now that the last light has to die
You gave a life for these final rhymes

Emptiness I've felt for several years
Was left alone with my demons and fears
And as I face the twilight of my life
Memory of you shines bright in my mind

I do remember times when I was alive
Had everything I wanted from this life
But knew those were illusions and lies
So all I could do was to leave paradise

This cold world that I'm wondering around
Sometimes I still sing but there's no sound
Lost sense of time when walking this road
And trying to remember where is my home

So now that the night has finaly come
I am thinking will I ever see the sun
I really tried to create something new
In the end I knew my heart died with you


c. Joni "Nonno" K.