shelly

Missä rakkaat ihmiset ovat silloin kun heitä tarvitsee? Poissa, he ovat poissa. He ovat unohtuneet maailmalle ja eksyneet sen tuuliin. Ainakin minun rakkaani ovat, tuskin he edes muistavat minua enää, vaikka minä muistelen heitä joka ikinen yö.

Elämäni on nykyään vain kysymyksiä, eikä vastauksia löydy, vaikka kääntää jokaisen sammaloituneenkin kiven ympäri. Eikö olisi helpompi luovuttaa, unohtaa haaveet ja lakata yrittämästä, elää vain päivästä toiseen rutiineita noudtattaen? Silloin unohtaisi kaikkein tärkeimmän asian elämässä, unohtaisi elää. Enhän minä halua elämääni hukata, kaikki vaan tuuntuu nykyään toivottomalta, ja jokainen yritys on tuhoon tuomittu jo ennen idean syntymistä.

En kuitenkaan aio luovuttaa, eikä kukaan muukaan saisi luovuttaa. Elämä kohtelee kaltoin jokaista välillä, joko hetkellisesti tai pitkään, mutta jossain vaiheessa ponnistelut palkitaan, ja aurinko suuntaa säteensä valaisemaan kaikista synkintäkin elämää. Pitää vain olla kärsivällinen.

Minä tahdon uskoa, että kaikella on tarkoitus, että en ole hyödytön. Sekin alkaa olla jo vaikeaa, mutta en lakkaa yrittämästä, koska silloin lakkaisin elämästä ja elää minä juuri haluan.

Nämä ovat vain ajatuksiani, eikä kenenkään tarvitse niistä erityisemmin välittää, mutta kommentteja saa kuitenkin jättää, jos tätä nyt joku eksyy jostain syystä lukemaan.



Rednex - Wish you were here

Wish you were here
me oh my countryman
wish you where here

Wish you were here
don’t you know the stove is
getting colder
and I miss you like hell
and I’m feeling blue

I’ve got feelings for you babe
do you still feel the same
from the first time I laid my
eyes on you
I felt joy of living
I saw heaven in your eyes in
your eyes

refrain

I miss your laugh I miss
your smile
I miss everything about you
every second’s like a minute
every minute’s like a day
when you’re far away

Wish you were here
the stove is getting colder baby
wish you were here
a battlefield of love and fear

I remember the first the day, me and you first laid,
eyes on each other made me feel so special
like i had a angel holding me and wouldn't let go
so as i let go my heart, the one you had from the start
the one i know you wont tare apart, or leave in the dark
your like a spark, you seem to light up my days
every time you smile i know theres happiness heading my way
at night i lay in bed and i stare at the stars
see the similarity in your eyes, and wonder where you are
but then i know the place you'll always be is my heart
which you'll never ever part, since you made your mark
if i could I'd give the world only to you
because the feelings i have are so true, so boo
caress my life with your heart, mind, and soul
promise me that you'll never let go, once you get a hold
cause i wont I'm telling you this now
that I'm yours forever and I'll always be around
when your down, when you frown,[khymer] bong solang da moi
(I only love one and that's you)
rol jewit bong joi owne sabai jet so owne gom proi
(and all my life, I'll help you be happy so baby don't worry)

Understand, I wanna call you my baby
Cause I wanna look at you, girl u make my mind crazy
I wanna make you mine the love as my wife
Cause you're worth giving my one love in a life
You can ask anything of me, I'll be glad to
And there's no heaven on Earth if it don't have you
Epitome of the perfect girl, I wanna hug you
A role model for my kids the look up to
Cause with all my heart, you know that I love you
and nothing in my life could ever stand above you
We could take the world in a life
I only like one type of girl, and you're the only girl in that type [Viet]
Cong em, Tinh yeu cho Em, Em khong biet may
(And you girl, My love for you, you don't know)
Nghi den em moi ngay, voi la hom nay
(I think of you everyday, and today)
Tai vi Anh muon hom em, voi la om em
(Because I want to kiss you, and hug you)
Anh khong bao gio muon di xa em o moi dem
(I don't ever want to leave you any night)

And if you hold me tight, things will not get rough
cause I could say the word love, but it's not enough
Understand, We could go over the lands
cause I'm the luckiest man when your holding ma hand
Fo' real, Em khong biet ngay truoc minh gap nhau
(You don't know, first day I met you)
Anh muon kiem de chi nha cua em dau
(I wanted to find your address)
Cong ki em da tui, em xe khong xau
(And when you're old, You won't be ugly)
Minh xe thuong nhau, Tinh yeu cho em o trong mau
(We'll love each other, My love for you is in my blood)

no Gabai owne moi je wit bong jon no
(by your side is where I wanna stay)
gom proi owne galayne tnaigh bong mein doh
(don't worry no where far all i go)
bong sbot tah rol yop high tnigh
( i swear that from night to day)
no jet rol chanai, bong no knee tvev de owne sabai
(close or far, I'll be there to make you smile)
mowpee bey bong know gabai jetowne
(because i know when im next to you)
bong dung dah preigh no luh muh yung
(the heavens above is watchin over us)
bey owne claight gom tleith tuk tmaigh rol yum
(so when your scared, don't shed a tear or cry)
mowbe bong, srolang ping behdoang pun keyom
(cause I, love you with all of my heart)

A tender love for you forever
Happiness is a great time with you
How sweet to sit together drunk dream
No concerns do not care how annoying

Then one day dawn, and gently turn
Rubbing eyes woke me see you smile
His lips whispered that I love you very much
Bright red lips softly in the early morning laugh

See the warm sun in your eyes that gentleness
Is the happiest thing on earth for you
Despite the rough times I still smile
Sparkling smile you want excellent fragrant flowers

Yes I love you, love is always true
Having him with me to hold my hand gently
Have him hold me, the shoulder of the peace when I'm sad
I lean on my shoulder is not lonely and anxious

I wish tomorrow, love you always excellent
Wish to come together on their night
Although three rooms, one thousand years of love forever fade
And each day I pick you up in smiling

today i´m so sad :(((