Hours, days, seem to go away just to disappear.
My hate, my pain is my only company.
(And I cry) I try to forget, but the picture just reappear.
On the higher levels and different dimensions, I want to love.
This world, way too real. I cant be nothing but black star.
When you think of me, I know its confusing
To see, all we did in vain, broken, so refusing.
All the dreams, we had our future, now it all flows away.
I made you cry, it hurts, I know, and I got nothing to say.
I am what I am, all is so evently, Fuck you, nothing goes away.
I bought more time for me and you.
But when its over,
I know just what to do.
If you want to,
I can take this love away from you.
Now, I see myself from strange angle.
I didnt let the love to be my pleasure.
(And I think) What will I do when I broke.
What then when the anger will loose, I cannot choose.
Is it so different to live and let live?
Than hate and scream, get the fuck away from me!
For me, loving felt too fucking easy.
Im alone, nobodys whore, you should have known.
I nearly enjoy to fall.
I keep living just to make my own way!
(I OVERDID IT!)
I bought more time for me and you.
But when its over,
I know just what to do.
If you want to,
I can take this love away from you.
fuck me, fuck you!
I cant be this!
I dont wanna feel...
I cant exist!
I dont even want to heal...
With my hate...I can focus on whats real...
