I ripped my eyes off of my head, just to see you.
Violate my mind, and let the blade to do the talk.
Fed my nightmares from images of you.
I wouldn´t fit in, Theres not a home for me.
Everywhere i´ve been, And everything I´ve tried.
Never felt right for me.
You´r submission felt like home, but when I think of it
I dont know.
Won´t you get it, You know how I adore you.
But the problem is´nt solved.
I dont know.
I dont fucking know.
Hey, I know what I´ve been lookin for.
But also
I know, there´s things that you cant never be.
I´ll be eternal, Even if I´d die tonight
Like I´d wanted to.
This all feels like a waste of air.
My mind and my life is still better than your´s.
Companys are dying
Music´s just a stupid game.
Business and money ruining everything.
I dont even know who´s to blame.
You see, I´ve got these instruments to create,
In my head.
Using them, Feels like too much of my love ones blood.
I cannot help myself for screaming
Screaming
Playing these games
Can you safe me?
Please...
You used to be just like an angel.
It took some time,
Then I turned my back
You never deserved any of this
And I
Never deserved you...
´Cos you are just like a fucking angel.
I could´nt regret for what I did.
It always felt so wrong, but still so right.
I knew that if Im not myself,
Then Im only you.
You
You fucking angel.
I have to leave.
You know...
I dont even deny.
I used to be
The other angel.
Not pure
Not beautiful
But something that you all could see.
Now it only feels like
My dreams, Theyve gone away
They were alive in my head
Now they´re dead.
And now it only feels like.
Im not that kind of an angel
I dont think Im demon.
Im just an broken angel.
And I have my broken crown.
My wings wont let me fly,
Any higher, than where I´ve been.
I am still angry
I still feel my hate
And altough I dont want to
Misanthropy´s living in my head.
I hate
and
I love...
I still feel my hate for the world
And after all I guess I feel sorry
Now, When I have to say
Goodbye
