I really shouldn't be here, it's so cold... Why can't I just be?
You enjoy this torment, but it's killing me from the inside.
My head is falling into pieces and you seem to love the sight of me crashing.
Why did you become such a sadist? Why aren't you the old you anymore? When did all this happen? Too many questions and yet no answers!
Killing me bit by bit, it's what you love. You just love me dying.
In this dark, deep pit of hell with flames red and black ashes,
I don't feel safe when you're around. I lost you and now it's too late to get you back.
I can't have you anymore, I don't understand you anymore..
Can't find the reason why any longer..
No place to go, no place to hide.
I'm all alone, you're not with me anymore and I don't feel safe.
You have turned your back against me,
now you just hate me when you used to love me.
What we had, it was something special and it no longer exists.
You betrayed me, buried me alive when you should've killed me first.
Slow death, that's what you love.
You love to see me dying. Well...
Let me say one thing: I FUCKIN' HATE YOU FOR THAT!
With my last breath, I say this to you: Don't expect me to love you anymore, because I just can't stop hating you.