Scarecrow_Man

In the miracle, there's always pain.
For the misanthropy, you'll only get a handful of fame.
You can bleed, but dont wait for me.
Those maggots are filling our glasses again and again.
I want to get out from here, just run away.
You'll stay here with me until the last man's gonna disappear to dawn.
In front of my eyes, the sun is withering and shining.
Thick wall between the light and me is the director of my misery.
My eyes are crying, but the hurt is for someone else.
Take the pity in you'r mind and keep it out from my side.

All the hate I created
It has only got me this far.
We're stabbing each others back's
Nobody's gonna win this war.

It is not describable what I meant when I said I hated you.
The words are now coming out of the grave.
My tears will dry whichever way.
This is the final act of the play.
Spectacle of torment, the son of a whore.

What can I do now,
When all I can feel
Is these spikes through my spine

I despise this world
I despise my life.
I despise these fucking SPIKES THROUGH MY SPINE!

Tonight the love is shining
On a blade of this knife.
It penetrates your soft skin,
And from open wrists, the blood starts flowing.
We`re singing a song.
A song that`s written by death.
This evening darling, I will show you, why I`m called mister pain.

So
Under the shiny moon.
We`ve never we`re alive.
Underground there`s that one room.
Cmon, join the endless rain.

When we just go lower,
Lower down the road.
Your lips are black, bones sharper than a blade.
Open up your mind and see, it`s game we cannot win.
Our purity is cut away, just to see the dirt.
Is this really first time when you took a zombie date?
Tonight I`m gonna show you baby, why this street is mine.

Under the shiny moon.
We`ve never we`re alive.
Underground there`s that one room.
Cmon, join the endless rain.

My werewolf is going down.
Our vampires finally rising.
Frankenstein is tired of crying.
Dracula`s out of grave.

Flatter, shatter, hope to die.
Flatter, shatter, need to fight!

Sometimes you don’t understand
Sometimes I am what I am
Sometimes I just can’t be
Everything you hoped I’d be
And sometimes I wish that you could see

I’m not like you I’m not like them
I won’t pretend

Cause I am
I am what I am
It's all I am

Sometimes I wish that we
Could agree to disagree
Sometimes I wish that you could see what I see
This is who I am
I’ve always been
And I don’t think you’ll ever understand

I’m not like you, I’m not like them
I won’t pretend

Cause I am
I am what I am
I am what I am
I am what I am
I am, I am what I am, I am what I am
I am, I am what I am, I am what I am

Fuck you, I am what I am
Fuck you, I am what I am
Fuck you, I am what I am
I'm not you, I am

You don’t understand
I am what I am
And I don’t think you’ll ever understand

I’m not like you, I’m not like them
I won’t pretend

Cause I am what I am
I am what I am

Fuck you I am what I am
Fuck you I am what I am
Fuck you I am what I am
I am not you, I am

Cross the roads of sick mind.
Emphasize that there´s no wrong or right.
I misplaced myself somewhere I dont belong.
I have travelled from failure to failure, with you along.
I watch the burned bridges from my past.
Tear trickles on my cheek, I realize nothing´s meant to last.

Let me tell what spooks have spoken.
You cant replace something that´s broken.
There is´nt way to life, I told ém.
(I´m defenseless)
Unlucid dreams, lunacy is growing.

I know that it´s not easy, but now it´s time to move on.
My eyes made up your beauty, and my mind wrote us to story.
There´s still thousand ways to go,
But I have always known that I´ll create my own world.
So be happy, and dont you just worry.

And let me tell what spooks have spoken.
You cant replace something that´s broken.
There is´nt way to life, I told ém.
(I´m defenseless)
Unlucid dreams, lunacy is growing.

Second by second, I´m growing out from myself.

Tu faire jen tenu.
Je donner tu trop.
Tu faire jen tenu.
Je donner tu trop.

Your voice feels now like thousand heavens,
But I know it is just one lie.
Enjoy of what i say,
Tomorrow all what you knew is gone.
Do me a favour and get your trembling body away.
I know I has all this grace and stuff,
But fuck it,
Anyway..

I want to be something else.
I will be the fucker with crown.
I need to be bigger than this world.
I should be the star on my own.

The star in me has just began to born.
Black along the red, Only colors what i see.
Walls around me are now breathing away.
I want you to feel what it is to be like me.
If you were scared, then now you are prolly crying.
I cant do a shit, Inside im no more dying.

I want to be something else.
I will be the fucker with crown.
I need to be bigger than this world.
I should be the star on my own.

You could already see, Im acting like a rockstar.
You are just from like a nightmare, but you"r acting like a pornstar.
Im fucking ego filled bitch, and I dont bother to change.
Just idea from my wicked mind, lets settle this face to face.

I want to be something else.
I will be the fucker with crown.
I need to be bigger than this world.
I should be the star on my own.

And dont you fucking stand on my way punk.

The promise of heaven pushed us right back to hell
Turned three sevens into three sixes again
And you laughed at my face when i told you how much it hurts
And said...

Disarm me with your loneliness just like always before
Deceive me out of my emptiness telling me how you love

You keep on tempting me to go on whatever the cost
To witness the prettiest flower in bloom wither to dust
So I'll break all the rules in this endless game once called love
For you...

Disarm me with your loneliness just like always before
Deceive me out of my emptiness telling me how you love
Me with all your heart
No more

Disarm me with your loneliness just like always before

Disarm me with your loneliness just like always before
Deceive me out of my emptiness telling me how you love
Me with all your heart
No more

Tell me how much you miss my warmth
Tell me how my kiss can change your world
Tell me how much it hurts to be alone
Lie to me that you love me with all your heart
No more

Why do it all remind me?
What I see and all the songs that I hear.
I see you and feel you everytime.
I need to kiss you, but I feel danger,
And still its that something in you, what turns me on.
Photograph of you, you"r smiling, Im crying.
So goddamn fucking confusing, I love you.
After all we did, we only got here.
All we got through together, I dont want it to be only a dream.
My nights, filled with memories.
I only hope that I could take off your pain.

I can feel it, too fucking deep.
And its raining, inside of me, water"s black.
I swear, you all have to pay for what i"m through.
I need to have you, but there isnt a thing that I could do.

I dont know why the good things always have to crash.
I only remember, summer, we we"re both lying in the grass.
We were so close, theres something in me, that I wanted you to see.
But it is too late. I still can"t accept, I never can touch you, anymore.
Could someone hear me, please, even save me from myself...
You see, I seem to be so strong, but it"s only a surface.
When im broken, not able to stand on my own.
There"s only one person that could fix me and make me feel again.

I can feel it, too fucking deep.
And its raining, inside of me, water"s black.
I swear, you all have to pay for what i"m through.
I need to have you, but there isnt a thing that I could do.

All I want to do...
Touch your skin...
Kiss you...
Have all of you...

Have it all, what we used to have!

Fuck it hurts...

Hours, days, seem to go away just to disappear.
My hate, my pain is my only company.
(And I cry) I try to forget, but the picture just reappear.
On the higher levels and different dimensions, I want to love.
This world, way too real. I cant be nothing but black star.
When you think of me, I know its confusing
To see, all we did in vain, broken, so refusing.
All the dreams, we had our future, now it all flows away.
I made you cry, it hurts, I know, and I got nothing to say.
I am what I am, all is so evently, Fuck you, nothing goes away.

I bought more time for me and you.
But when its over,
I know just what to do.
If you want to,
I can take this love away from you.

Now, I see myself from strange angle.
I didnt let the love to be my pleasure.
(And I think) What will I do when I broke.
What then when the anger will loose, I cannot choose.
Is it so different to live and let live?
Than hate and scream, get the fuck away from me!
For me, loving felt too fucking easy.
Im alone, nobodys whore, you should have known.
I nearly enjoy to fall.
I keep living just to make my own way!

(I OVERDID IT!)

I bought more time for me and you.
But when its over,
I know just what to do.
If you want to,
I can take this love away from you.

fuck me, fuck you!

I cant be this!
I dont wanna feel...
I cant exist!
I dont even want to heal...

With my hate...I can focus on whats real...

Long ago I cried my tears.
Inside of me, your shell, I bleed.
Im only to cherish your fears.
I was longing to have all your pain.
We are not one, and clouds are not ashamed to rain.
Was it all just randomous?
Insanely heavenly and poisonous.
My passion from the moment we met.
Its dying, and our funeral has been set.

These fucking scars, theyre all I have.
(Promised the stars, you never had.)
This fucking war, with you and me.
(What we"ve could been, we"ll never see)

All the places, all we did, complain was my only gift.
Dreams of rebirth, feed and kill, theyre all untrue.
We are not for this, all of it became light doom.
My room, we were here. My memories, You wont get me.

These fucking scars, theyre all I have.
(Promised the stars, you never had.)
This fucking war, with you and me.
(What we"ve could been, we"ll never see)

Please leave me alone and get the fuck out!

Please leave... Get out...

Because I love you...

All the feelings I felt.
I never did for a reason.
Something finally moves away.
Like series on TV, with new season.
My life, described as worthless.
I see the world so different than others.
Could a soul live forever?
We are disposaple, but never say never.

Im blinded by fear.
Will I ever be somebody.
Life hasnt been so dear.
Im used to be nobody.

Final train has left the station.
I never actually had a chance.
let me tell, I really tried.
But death said to me "Baby, lets dance."
More and more, Less to lose.
I am so fucking tired, still I have to choose.
Dreams I once had, truth are none.
Only thing I wanted for, Just to be a star.
Now. tears flow again, gimme a gun.
All the things I needed, theyre gone.

Im blinded by fears.
I cant never be somebody.
Life hasnt been so dear.
i will always be nobody.

Nothing anymore to say.
Pain is real.
Nothing heals.

To fear the dream is to know you never have it.
Im so sick and tired to fear my dreams,
Nothing to worry about,
Im not allright.

I never cant have it.
I never cant have it...